life is not always kind

He’s a really nice kid.

And I’m jealous of that.

I hate it too.

Cleansing Cream

‘You’re beautiful,’ he says’I don’t feel that way,’ she replied.
‘Why not?’
She bites her lip, shakes her head and refused to answer, ending the conversation with a biting remark.

The magic wears off. She’ll go home,
Wash off her makeup,
Remove her clothes,
And undo her hair.

The clock strikes twelve
And the illusion is broken.

She’s not beautiful anymore.
Not to him or anyone else.

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2: You look really nice today.
1: No. No, I don't.
3: This is why you should grow out your hair!
1: Leave me alone.
5: Is that....you? You look beautiful! I could hardly recognize you!
1: So I look beautiful today but not every day? I'm always beautiful. You just never noticed.
5: That's not what I meant...
1: No. I just look extra beautiful today.
4: Why don't you wear makeup more often?
1: Out of pity. The rest of you wouldn't stand a chance.

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2: What are you doing up there?
1: Contemplating suicide.
2: Wait, what?!
1: -blinks- Nothing.

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May 21st, 2013

I feel horrible about this.

I was called out, last week, form a club meeting. Confused, I asked 2 what he wanted. He stated it was about prom. A little hope flared inside of me - you know, maybe…just maybe…But as usual, I was wrong. He asked me if another girl, 3, was available. I told 2 that I believed she was.

Turns out, 3 got asked out by 4. But 2 and I did not know that, so he set up this huge public ask thing during class and asked 3.

I relished his disappointment, rejection and embarrassment.

I am a horrible, sinful person.

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